Thursday, August 20, 2015

** బాపు గారి బొమ్మ **



నాకో అలవాటుంది
పుట్టడానికి అమ్మాయిల పుట్టానే కాని
వేషాలన్ని అబ్బాయివే
అంటారు అందరు ...
ఒక్కోసారి నాకు అలానే అనిపిస్తుంది


నాకు బాపు గారి సినిమాలలో
అమ్మాయిలంటే చాలా ఇష్టం

ఆగస్టు నెల తేది గుర్తులేదు
ఉద్యోగం కోసం ఈ కంపనీ కి వచ్చాను
సచ్చినోళ్ళు
ఇంత చిన్న ఉద్యోగానికి ఇప్పటికి రెండుసార్లు పిలిచారు
దీంతో మూడోసారి రావడం
ఈరోజన్నా తెవుల్చుతారో లేదో మరి

ఆలోచనల్లో వున్నా
ఒకామె వచ్చి లోపలికి రా అంది

వెనక నుంచి చూస్తుంటే
నడుము గడియారం లోలకం లా
తిప్పుతుంది
ఒక చిన్న గది లోకి తీసుకెళ్ళింది
చాలా చిన్నది

చూస్తుంటే పెళ్లయినట్టుంది
మెట్టల కోసం కాళ్ళ వైపు చూసా
చుసేలోపు వెళ్లి కూర్చుంది
ఇద్దరం కూర్చున్నాం

నవ్వుతుంటే
రాజేంద్రప్రసాద్ పెళ్ళిపుస్తకం హీరోయిన్ లా వుంది

ఆమె నన్ను ఏదో ప్రశ్నలు వేస్తుంది
నేను అనాలోచితంగా ఏదో జవాబులిస్తున్న

నా ఆలోచనలన్నీ ఆమెని వర్ణిస్తూ వెళుతున్నాయి
సగం రింగులు తిరిగిన జుట్టు
ఆమె మెడను కప్పేసే సరికి
మేడలో తాళి వుందో లేదో కనిపించడం లేదు
చిన్న బొట్టు పెట్టింది
కళ్ళజోడు వుంది కాని
కళ్ళకు పెట్టిన కాటుక నిక్కచ్చిగా కనపడుతుంది
పెదవులు
ముదురు గులాబిరంగులో వున్నాయి
ట్యూబ్ లైట్ వెలుగులో ఇంకొంచెం మెరుస్తున్నయ్

ఆడ వాళ్ళ చేతి వేళ్ళను బెండకయలతో
ఎందుకు పోల్చుతారో అర్ధమయ్యింది నాకు
ఆమె వేళ్ళను చుస్తే

ఇంతలో ఒక అతను వచ్చాడు
ఆమె నన్ను ఇంటర్వ్యూ చెయ్యడం
అయ్యిందని చెప్పింది అతనితో

నడుచుకుంటూ బయటకు వెళ్ళింది
నాకు ఉద్యోగం వచ్చింది

పోయి పోయి నన్ను ఆమె టీం లోనే వేశారు
నా కళ్ళు ఊరుకుంటాయా
వస్తున్నా పోతున్నా కూర్చున్న నిల్చున్నా
ఆమె ఏం చేస్తున్నా ఆమెనే చూస్తున్నా

వర్ణిస్తూ పోతే ఆడవాళ్ళలో ఎన్ని వర్ణాలో

అందుకే బాపుగారి అమ్మాయి బొమ్మలు
అంత వయ్యారంగా వుంటాయి
@Lakshmi

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

*** చౌదరి గారి అబ్బాయి ***

చౌదరి గారి అబ్బాయి
చాలా బాగుంటాడు
చూడడానికి ఆరడుగుల అందగాడు

పొద్దుతిరుగుడు పువ్వు లాంటి ముఖం
చూడగానే తల వాల్చాలనిపించే విశాలమైన ఛాతి
ఎప్పుడు చెరగని మందహాసం
మొత్తానికి ఒంగోలు గిత్తలా రంకె వేస్తుంటాడు
ఎప్పుడు చూసినా

నిలబడితే తన ఛాతి దగ్గరకు వస్తా
ఇంక కళ్ళలోకి చూడాలంటే
నా మెడని 90 డిగ్రీలు వంచాలి

వారం పాటు కష్టపడ్డా
అతని చూపు నావైపు తిప్పుకోవడానికి
నెల రోజులు పట్టింది కూర్చొని మాట్లాడుకోవడానికి

వస్తూనే అన్నాడు
నాకిలాంటివి కుదరవని
నా మనసు వింటేగా

అతను ఏం చెప్పినా ఓకే అనేదాన్ని
ఆఫీసు అవ్వగానే పరిగెత్తే దాన్ని చూడాలని
ఏం తెలియకుండానే నెలలు గడిచాయి
అందరిలానే ఆరోజు రానే వచ్చింది

తొందరగా రా ...!
ఈరోజు బయటకు వెళ్దాం అన్నాడు
ఆరు గంటలకల్లా రెక్కలు కట్టుకు వాలా ...

ఎదురుచూస్తున్నాడు
కలిసి నడక మొదలు పెట్టాం
చేయి కలపాలని చూసా
మొహమాటం వద్దంది

అలా అయిదు నిమిషాల మౌనం తర్వాత
తట్టుకోలేక అడిగేసా
ఎమన్నా చెప్తావా అని..

మళ్లీ అదే నవ్వు
ఆ నవ్వు చూస్తూనే ఇన్నాళ్ళు గడిపా
ఈసారైన కరుణిస్తాడెమో అని
కళ్ళు ఆశగా చూస్తున్నాయి
పెదాలు విచ్చుకుంటున్నాయే గాని
మాట బయటకు రానివ్వడం లేదు తను

ఎంత అయిన చౌదరి గారబ్బాయి కదా
ఆ రాజసాన్ని వదలడం లేదు
నాకు సిగ్గు ఆగడం లేదు

మనసు అతనితో కలిసి చాలా దూరం వెళ్ళింది
ఎప్పటికప్పుడు కళ్ళెం వేద్దామని ప్రయత్నించి
విఫలం అవుతూనే వున్నా...

పార్కు లో ఓ బెంచ్ దగ్గర చేరాం

నేనెప్పుడు తనకి కుడివైపున కుర్చునేదాన్ని
తనకు చెయ్యి వేసి మాట్లాడటం అలవాటు

ఏం చెప్తాడో అని
మనసు తన కళ్ళలో వెతుకుతుంది
నా తొందర తెలిసినట్టుంది

ఆ నవ్వే మళ్లీ మళ్లీ అదే నవ్వు
నేను చూస్తూ ఆగలేక పోతున్నా

కళ్ళు తనని ప్రశ్నించాయి
తన మనసుకి నా ప్రశ్న చేరింది
రెండు నిమిషాల మౌనం తర్వాత
" అవును ..." అన్నాడు మళ్లీ నవ్వాడు .

నాకు తెలియకుండా నా కళ్ళ వెంట నీల్లోచ్చాయి
ఏడుస్తూ వెళ్లి తన భుజం పై వాలిపోయాను
తన చేయి నా తలను తాకింది

ఇన్నాళ్ళు వెతికింది ఇంత తొందరగా
నన్ను చేరుతుందనుకోలేదు
అంత రౌద్రంగా ఉండేవాడు
ఇంత ప్రేమని దాచుకుంటాడనుకోలేదు

ఆనాడు మొదలైన పయనం ఇనాటికి సాగుతూనే వుంది
ఇప్పుడు నా అడుగు తన వెనక కాదు తనతో కలిసి
ఇది ఏడడుగుల రూపంగా మారాలని ఆశిస్తున్నా

ఓయ్ చౌదరి గారబ్బాయ్
ఇది నీకోసమే
ఇప్పుడైనా కళ్ళతో మాట్లాడడం మానేసి
మనసుని బయటపెట్టు
@Lakshmi

Thursday, August 13, 2015

*** నా మొదటి కధానిక కుల వ్యవస్థకోసం ****



*** నా మొదటి కధానిక కుల వ్యవస్థకోసం ****

ఎంత వెతికినా కనుచూపు మేర ఏ ఒక్కరు కనిపించడం లేదు ఊళ్ళో
మా ఇంటి కి వెళ్ళాలంటే ఈ దరి నుండి ఆ దరికి వెళ్ళాలి
ఏదో ఒక చివరన విసిరేసినట్టుంటుంది మా ఇల్లు
కులాల గొడవలతో విసుగొచ్చి
అయినవాళ్ళ ఆరళ్ళుతో అలుపొచ్చి
ఊరిచివర గూటిలో అడుగుపెట్టి ఏడేళ్ళు అవుతుంది

ఎప్పుడు రైలు కి వెళ్ళే నేను ఈసారి బస్సు కి వచ్చా
హైదరాబాద్ నుండి
నా జీతం పెరిగిందని అమ్మ కోసం చీర తీసుకున్నా..
మా ఊరు టౌన్ నుండి 15 కిలో మీటర్లు
నాన్న ను ఇబ్బంది పెట్టడం ఎందుకని ఒక్కదాన్నే టౌన్ నుండి వస్తున్నా..

సమయం 4.30 AM కొంచెం బెరుకుగానే వుంది
అయినా మా ఊరే కదా నాకెందుకు భయం

అప్పుడే ఆగినట్టుంది వాన
చల్లటి గాలి ఒంటిని తాకగానే
ఉన్నపళంగా పైట చెంగు కప్పెసా

కొంచెం దూరం లో వీధి దీపాల వెలుగులో
ఏదో కనిపిస్తుంది ఎర్రగా

నడి రేయి సింధూరాన్ని దిద్దు కుందా
అనిపించింది ఆ రంగు చూస్తుంటే
జామురాతిరి జోలపాట లా వినిపిస్తుంది
ఏదో సన్నని మూలుగు ఓ మూలన

తేరిపార చూస్తూ అడుగు ముందుకేసా
మూలుగు వినపడటం ఆగిపోయింది

ఇంకో పది అడుగులేస్తే మునుసుబు ఇల్లు
చూస్తుంటే ఇల్లు తాళం వేసినట్టు కనబడుతుంది
ఊరేల్లారనుకుంటా

పక్కనే పెద్దాయన ఇల్లు
నేను పని చేసింది వాళ్ళింటిలోనే
వయసైపోయుంటుంది అయినా నన్ను చుస్తే గుర్తుపడతాడు
ఆయనకిద్దరు కొడుకులు

తెలియని వయసులో చిన్నోడు నాపై
మనసుపడ్డాడు
కులాలు వేరని ఆ పెద్దాయన అడ్డుపడ్డాడు
ఆడికి పెళ్లయ్యిందని మొన్ననే తెలిసింది

మనసుని లాక్కొని అడుగు ముందుకేసా
ఇంత పెద్ద గోపురం
అక్కడనుండి 10 నిమిషాలు మా ఇంటికి

ఇందాక వినిపించిన మూలుగే మళ్లీ వినిపిస్తుంది
ఈసారి ముందుకడుగేస్తుంటే మూలుగు
మరింత పెద్దగ వినిపిస్తుంది

దూరం నుంచి చిన్న వెలుగు
నాకు తెలుసు ఆ వెలుగు మా ఇంటిదే
మా నాన్న 4 గం కే లేస్తాడు

మూలుగు మాత్రం నన్ను వదలడం లేదు
నేను నడిచే కొద్దీ నాతో వస్తున్నట్టు అనిపిస్తుంది

మనసెందుకో కీడు శంకిస్తుంది
ఆగలేక ఇంటికి ఫోను కలిపా
బీప్ బీప్ ..... అని ఆగిపోయింది

ధైర్యం చేసి మూలుగు ఎక్కడ వినపడుతుందా
అని అడుగేసా
రెండడుగుల దూరం లో కాలువ పక్కన ఏదో కదులుతుంది

కళ్ళు పెద్దవి చేసి చూసా మనిషి
మా ఇంటి పక్క సూరి వాళ్ళ అవ్వ
పరుగేత్తుకెల్లా
ఊపిరుంది కాని మన సోయలేదు
సూరి వాళ్ళ ఇంటి దగ్గరకు పరిగెత్తా
ఇంటి ముందు గిత్తలు రక్తపు మడుగులో వున్నాయి

ఏదో జరిగింది
వీళ్ళంతా ఏమయ్యారు
తెలియకుండా కళ్ళలోంచి నీల్లోచ్చాయి
తుడుచుకుంటూ మా ఇంటి వైపు చూసా
గుండె వేగంగా కొట్టుకుంటుంది

ఒక్కసారిగా పెద్ద అరుపు పేగులు తెగేల అరిచారు
నిమిషం గుండె ఆగింది
ఆ అరుపు మా గుడిసె వైపు నుండి వచ్చింది
నా వాళ్ళు కాదు, నా వాళ్ళు కాకూడదు అనుకుంటూ
నడిచా ...

ఎవరో ఆరడుల వ్యక్తి పరిగెత్తుకుంటూ వస్తున్నాడు
చీకట్లో అర్ధం కావడం లేదు
నా వైపే వస్తున్నాడు
గుండె చిక్కబట్టుకుని వున్న

కొంచెం దూరంలో ఉండగానే గుర్తుపట్టా
మా నాన్న
మా నాన్నని పట్టుకొని పెద్దగా ఏడ్చా.

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ఎందుకొచ్చావ్ ?
ఇంటికెల్లు అమ్మ తమ్ముడు జాగ్రత్త
మళ్లీ చెప్తున్నా అమ్మ తమ్ముడు జాగ్రత్త ...
మా నాన్న గోపురం వైపు పరిగెత్తాడు

నేను వెంటనే ఇంటికి పరిగెత్తా

నా కళ్ళు వీలైనంత పెద్దగా అయ్యాయి
మా గుడిసె ముందు నలుగుర్ని పడుకోబెట్టారు
నలుగురు ఒకే కుటుంబం
రక్తపుమడుగులో వున్నారు
చుట్టూ జనం వున్నారు
ప్రతి ఒక్కరి ఒంటి పైన గాయాలు

నాకు ఏం అర్ధం కావడం లేదు
అమ్మని వెతికా ఆ గుంపులో
అమ్మ తమ్ముడు గుడిసె ముందు కూర్చున్నారు

మా అమ్మ నన్ను చూడగానే పరిగెత్తుకుంటూ వచ్చింది
తమ్ముడు అమ్మ వెనకాలే వచ్చాడు
ఇద్దరు నన్ను పట్టుకొని ఏడ్చారు

ఏడుస్తూ మా అమ్మ నాకేదో చెప్తుంది
బా ... బా ... బాబాయ్
హా బాబాయ్ ఏమైందమ్మా అనడిగా భయంతో
సత్రం దగ్గర కట్టేసారమ్మ అని మళ్లీ భోరున ఏడ్చింది

అప్పుడు అర్ధం అయ్యింది నాన్న ఎందుకు పరిగేత్తాడో
అమ్మకి తమ్ముడుకి జాగ్రత్త చెప్పి సత్రం వైపు పరిగెత్తా..

మా ఊరు కులాల మూలాలు బాగా పాతుకుపోయిన పల్లెటూరు
అగ్రకులాల అరాచకాలు తట్టుకోలేక చాలా సార్లు తిరగబడ్డ
మా నాన్న నన్ను సముదాయించే వాడు
మా కుటుంబం లో నాన్నకి బాబాయ్ కి నాకు కోపం ఎక్కువ

ముందు రోజు సాయంత్రం
వాళ్ళ అమ్మాయి మా కులం వాడితో వెళ్ళిపోయింది
ఇద్దరినీ పట్టుకొచ్చి నిర్దాక్షిణ్యంగా పెట్రోల్ పోసి తగులబెట్టారు
దారిలో సూరి చెప్పిన విషయం ఇది

అంతటితో ఆగకుండా ఆ అబ్బాయి కుటుంబాన్ని నరికి చంపారు
వాళ్ళే మా గుడిసె ముందు పడుకో బెట్టిన కుటుంబం

మా బాబాయ్ ని ఎందుకు కొడుతున్నారని అడిగా
ఆ జంట ముందురోజు మా బాబాయ్ ని సాయం అడిగారు
ఆయన హైదరాబాద్ టికెట్స్ తెచ్చి ఇచ్చాడు వాళ్లకి

ఇంతలో ఇంకో అరుపు వినబడింది
అది సత్రం వైపు నుండే
ఈసారి నేను భయపడలేదు కోపం పెరిగింది
అక్కడ నా వాళ్ళు వున్నారని కాదు
నా కులం వాళ్ళు వున్నారని కాదు
మమ్మల్ని మనుషులుగా కూడా గుర్తించలేని సమాజాన్ని చూసి

నాలుగడుగుల్లో సత్రాన్ని చేరా
బాబాయ్ రక్తం కారుతున్నా రొమ్ము విరుచుకునే వున్నాడు
నాన్న తన శక్తి ఉన్నంతవరకు పోరాడుతున్నాడు
సూరి, నేను కూడా వాళ్ళను వారించడానికి వెళ్ళాం
ఒకడు వెదురు కర్రతో నా తలపై కొట్టాడు
ఒక్క ఉదుటున వెనక్కి పడ్డా

చేతికి ఏదో తగులుతుంది గట్టిగా
గట్టిగా పట్టుకొని అదేంటో కూడా చూడకుండా కొట్టేసా
వాడు ఉన్నపళంగా కింద పడ్డాడు నిమిషంలో ఊపిరాగిపోయింది

నాచేతికి దొరికింది కర్ర కాదు గునపం
పక్కకి చూసా సూరి నా వైపు చూసి చిరు నవ్వు నవ్వాడు
అయిదు నిమిషాల్లో అందరం మా గుడిసె ముందు చేరాం

ఇప్పుడు పూర్తిగా అర్ధం అయ్యింది నాకు
నేను ఉండాల్సింది ఇంకా ఊళ్లోనే అని ......

@Lakshmi

Thursday, August 6, 2015

10 Lessons to Learn from Frida Kahlo.





“Feet, what do I need you for when I have wings to fly?” ~ Frida Kahlo

Frida Kahlo was a Mexican painter, who is best known for her self-portraits.

The ones who personally knew her, described her as “one of history’s grand divas, a tequila heavy drinker, dirty joke-telling smoker, a bohemian who threw festive dinner parties for the likes of Leon Trotsky, poet Pablo Neruda and her husband, muralist Diego Rivera.”
If I were to introduce her, I would say she is an icon of strength, a victim of love and a genius in art. Frida Kahlo changed the standards of beauty with her unibrow, her right leg—that was thinner than the left one and her indigenous Tehuana dresses.
Being my great inspiration in life, I regard Frida Kahlo as a school of lessons. She should be the role model of every woman because she indirectly showed the world what a woman is capable of, both physically and emotionally.

After many years of admiration for Frida Kahlo, I can finally put on paper what this woman taught me:

Love is forgiveness.
“I had two big accidents in my life: The trolley and Diego; Diego is by far the worse.” ~ Frida Kahlo
Frida was the wife of Diego Rivera, the muralist who was best known for his endless love affairs with women. He was a womanizer who had serious problems with infidelity.
Although none of Frida’s friends nor parents approved of this awkward union, Frida still married Diego. She kept on loving him despite all the pain he caused her.
Frida teaches us that love is forgiveness.
She might not have said it out loud, but staying with him throughout her life, shows us that she did forgive him every time he cheated on her.
Love is unexplainable.
“…the marriage of Frida and Diego is like the union between an elephant and a dove.”
~ Frida’s mother, Matilde Calderon
Whenever I have a discussion about Frida’s life with someone, I always get the same question: “Why did she love him?”
Frida loved Diego for reasons no one understood and she remained faithful in her love for him up until the day she died.
Sometimes people think we fall for the wrong person, but in our own eyes, they’re always right for us. Diego was 42-years-old and 300 pounds while Frida was 22 and 98 pounds. He cheated on her, had little time for her and yet she loved him.
If each one of us looks back at our own experiences, we can understand Frida’s love for Diego. We can never explain the love we had (and maybe still have) for people who hurt us or left us but we can definitely feel it. Frida simply taught me that love is unexplainable.
Love yourself.
“The only thing I know is that I paint because I need to.” ~ Frida Kahlo
To love yourself means to remember yourself, no matter what the circumstances are.
Frida married a man who had little time for her, due to the busy life he lead. She married a man who cheated on her and left her in agony. She suffered from polio, underwent three abortions and had an accident that tucked her away in bed for numerous years.
We live in a time where we’re instantly bedridden if we have a tiny headache. Frida had a broken spine, wore a corset most of her life, had an amputated leg and still she managed to paint.
With all this emotional and physical pain, Frida never forgot herself. She loved herself immensely that she always kept herself busy with painting. Although she loved Diego, she didn’t accept being a doormat who waited for him at home crying. In retaliation, she loved herself enough to go out, make affairs and pleasure herself just the way Diego pleased himself.
Know when to quit.
“I am not sick… I am broken.” ~ Frida Kahlo
Diego had many affairs with many women. But one affair finally pushed Frida to quit. In 1934, after having her third abortion, Frida learned that Diego cheated on her with her younger sister, Cristina.
Afterward, they separated for almost four years and Frida led a life away from Diego.
Frida teaches us that it’s okay not to let go too soon but one must know when it’s time to quit.
Suffering is consciousness in disguise.
“I drank to drown my sorrows, but the bastards learnt how to swim.” ~ Frida Kahlo
Frida Kahlo was plagued by illness starting at a young age. At 18 she went through a tough accident that left her with a broken spine, a fractured vaginal structure. She had hundreds of injuries and died critically ill with pneumonia.
Mentally, emotionally and physically, Frida Kahlo went through intense suffering. And though we don’t realize it, Frida was more conscious than many of us are today.
Her pain was her gate to higher realizations—realizations that we only find through books nowadays. Frida found them through pain.
Keeping a diary is healthy.
“I never paint dreams or nightmares; I paint my own reality.” ~ Frida Kahlo
People usually underestimate the importance of keeping a diary. I bet Frida wouldn’t have been able to live as long if she didn’t let out her pain.
There is only one thing that can truly kill us and it’s called “sadness.” If sadness isn’t expressed, it has the capability of ending a body’s life faster than any disease.
Frida Kahlo is the first in history to write a diary with a brush on canvas. She also kept written diaries with drawings for the last 10 years of her life.
Frida teaches us to express, to paint, to write, to do anything to let out our anger and sadness. She teaches us to make something out of our pain—something beautiful.
Don’t be ashamed of your style.
Frida was regarded as an icon of beauty in Mexico. She was known for her extensive style with her colorful clothes and extraordinary hair braids.
The unibrow and the mustache that people make fun of today, are the very elements that made Frida unique. She left her armpits untouched and decorated her shoulders with fantastic Tehuana dresses.
Frida was best known for her red lipstick, red nail polish and the beautiful smell of perfume that she wore. Kids in her neighborhood used to know she was passing by when they started smelling roses.
Frida taught us to be unique in our style and comfortable in our own skin. She taught us to simply be ourselves.
frida tattoo
Don’t get attached to your plans.
“Nothing is absolute. Everything changes, everything moves, everything revolves, everything flies and goes away.”
~ Frida Kahlo
Frida never planned to become an artist. Until she was 18, she was planning to become a doctor and attended a prestigious school that only had 35 girls out of 2,000 students—Frida was among them.
The accident she had at the age of 18 changed the course of her life forever. As a result of being bedridden with a corset, her father gave her his brushes and paint and constructed an easel for her so she can paint while she was in bed.
Just like Frida says, “everything changes, everything moves.” We never know how or when our life can change. Hence, never plan and get attached to your plans.
Women have an abundance strength inside.
“At the end of the day we can endure much more than we think we can.” ~ Frida Kahlo
I highly believe that women are stronger than men in many aspects and Frida Kahlo stands out today to prove this notion for us.
She is an example of how much a woman can undergo and still be able to stand on her two feet.
With a man who sucked the energy out of her system and an accident that left her with hundreds of injuries and deadly illnesses, Frida teaches us that women are a pile of strength.
Let go.
“I hope the exit is joyful and I hope never to return.” ~ Frida Kahlo
Frida was an outgoing person who used wise words in her conversations. She loved to smoke, drink tequila and sing off-color songs to guests at the many parties she hosted.
Despite the fact that the doctors tests on her revealed a severe kidney infection, anemia, exhaustion and alcoholism, Frida remained a person who drank, smoked and had fun.
The bottle of tequila and cigarettes never quit her hand.
She held them until her last breath. She just didn’t care much about the consequences. She went through a lot and lost a lot that there was nothing more to lose—she let go, and this is what made her the great Frida.

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

The Law of Karma



Your actions have consequences. Karma is the invisible power that balances the universe. Your life today is just a reflection of your past. You created your destiny. Is your fate now sealed?

What is Karma?

The definition of  karma? For every action there will always be a reaction. Your actions create a ripple in the universe. Your thoughts and actions are powerful. They carry energy. They are like an echo. We have all taken a different path in life but somehow we are all linked. Whatever you do will always come back to you.
Your thoughts and feelings shape the world within you. Your words and actions shape the world around you. You are constantly changing your world, little by little.


The Law of Karma

Karma is a Buddhist term which comes from Sanskrit and relates to fate and action. You alone are responsible for your actions.
It is the law of cause and effect, an unbreakable law of the cosmos. You deserve everything that happens to you, good or bad. You created your happiness and your misery. One day you will be in the same circumstances that you put someone else in.
Your world today is just a reflection of your past. What you do today will mirror your future. Your actions create your future. What you are experiencing right now is what karma wants you to experience. Every feeling, every thought, has been prepared especially for you, so you can learn from your past.
The reason your fate is never truly set is because you have free will. Therefore your future cannot already be written. That would not be fair. Life gives you chances. This is one of them.
You can’t escape from your past, but learning from it will change your future.

The Invisible Factor

Do you really believe that when you leave this world there will be nothing? That you won’t exist? I’m not talking about religion. I’m referring to you, your soul, your mind. Call it anything you like. There will always be something left when you go. Those who fear leaving this world the most are the ones with regrets, the ones who hurt others.
Let’s look at an example. Imagine a situation. Think of a person you don’t like. Think of a way to upset that person.
Now imagine that you have executed your plan. You smile as you see this person feeling uncomfortable and eventually hurt and upset. You have just created “bad karma” for yourself.
You deliberately harmed someone. Your intentions were bad. It is intention that creates karma. Good intentions will always create “good karma”. You can hide your intentions from others but not from yourself or the universe. You are a small cog within many other cogs. When you move, you move all the other cogs.

You Will Never be Happy at Someone Else’s Expense

You came from the same source as everyone else. One day you will go back to that source. We all will. You will never be happy if you hurt those around you. When you think you are alone there are always observers. The most important one being you.
If you take away intention then there is no karma. If you genuinely didn’t mean to harm or hurt someone then the law of karma is now absent. It is your intention that invokes karma, good or bad. No one can violate natures law of karma.
You might well ask, what about those who have been bad? I see them doing so well! Where is their karma?
Karma is not linear (it does not operate in a straight line). The universe is complex, beyond human understanding. So is karma. You might think someone has escaped, but that is not possible as the video below explains.
You may be powerful or weak today but your destiny can be reversed at any moment. Your life can change in an instant. This happens every day.

Is Karma Real?

Yes, karma is real. Karma is your bond to the past. Karma is a universal law. It cannot be broken. Karma teaches you and makes your knowledge of the world more complete.
The universe wants you to understand the suffering of others. To do this your must experience life from many different perspectives. It is essential to understand why you did something and what the consequences were. A karmic experience allows you to reflect and correct your mistakes.
It is only when you step into someone else’s shoes that you begin to really understand how they feel. You will continue to have the same experiences until you learn what others have felt and experienced because of you.

Your Future is an Echo of Your Past

Most people are fighting an inner battle against something you know nothing about. Therefore you must not judge them. You haven’t walked in their shoes. You don’t know what they have been through. They might have been abused, faced hardship or never been loved. If you judge, then you will be judged. Accept others as they are.

Forgiveness relieves you from pain. It takes a great person to forgive. Revenge will harm you. Forgiveness does not mean you are happy with what was done to you. It means that you are kind and loving enough to move on. You will be setting a great example for others. Great things happen to those who forgive.

 Be grateful! This is so important. Did you eat today? Are you healthy? Do you have shelter? Those who are thankful are happy. Express your gratitude. It will give you inner peace.

The good and bad you see in others also exists in you. When you see good and bad in others it is just a reflection of yourself. Always look for the good in everyone.

Give love and love comes back to you.The energy you send out ALWAYS comes back to you. If you radiate happiness and positive energy then that is what you will receive back. That is why when you are in a good mood the world seems so beautiful. You are sending out wonderful vibrations.

What you give to others you will get yourself. If others need help and you give them very little then one day if you need help you will also receive very little. The way others behave towards you is their karma. The way you RESPOND will determine your karma.

By now you must have understood that nothing happens by chance. Everything happens so you can learn. The Buddha said, “The greatest achievement is selflessness“.

 

You Will be Tested on Everything You Say

Any criticism you make will eventually be made against you. If you want to criticize others, be prepared to for them to scrutinize you. Judgement has a negative effect. The more you judge people the more you will be judged.
Be grateful, not arrogant for any abilities you may have that are better than someone else’s. A beautiful person becomes ugly when they put down those who are not like them. There is no one in this world who is not beautiful.

 

 There are no “other people”. We are all one. When you kick a tramp on the street you are kicking yourself. When you harm another, you are harming yourself. The law of karma transforms you into a better person. The more you are aware of the meaning of life, the fewer lessons you will need before you achieve your dreams. The repetition of lessons in your life is not punishment, it is help in learning for your future.

You Don’t Have to be Seen to Make a Difference

Being kind to others is the same as being kind to yourself. Kindness gives others hope. Your inconvenience is minor if you stop to help someone. But for them it means a great deal. Kindness is the most valuable gift you can give to someone. It changes them. By lifting someone in need up you automatically lift yourself. In that instant, you make the world a better place.
Give without hesitating. You don’t have to be seen by others. You are being observed by the whole universe. Isn’t that enough? The most important part of your life will be the unseen random acts of kindness you performed.
You have free will. It is you who makes the final decision.

Bad Karma

Nothing ever goes away until it has taught you what you must know. Your bad karma is a Blessing in Disguise
Guilt is a form of punishment. Painful results in your life come from actions you took that clashed with the goals of the universe. The pain drives home the lesson. What are the goals of the universe? Everlasting love.
Karma treats everyone equally. You won’t get special treatment.

 

 

Can I change my karma?

Can you change your karma? Yes. You cannot stop karma but you can change the direction of your karma. Anything you did in your past can be “undone” by doing good now. You have reaped what you sowed. You created your own destiny, now you can recreate it. How? You have free will. You can learn from the past.
A clear conscience cannot be bought from a moment of regret or shame. If you want forgiveness for your actions you must first take responsibility for them.
Regret is the starting point. Feeling bad about what you did sends a signal to the universe. You must really mean what you say. It’s about learning through compassion. That comes from very carefully imagining how others feel. You are saying that you understand your past actions were wrong. You have awareness. This is the beginning. You have started to undo what you did.
Sometimes, you have to experience what you have done to others. No matter how bad you have been, you can always begin again. You can only erase bad karma with regret, then practicing kindness and love. There is no other way.
If you ever harmed anyone, ask them for forgiveness. Their forgiveness will dissolve any bad karma and turn it into good karma. Your guilt will disappear. You will feel wonderful.

Love your enemies. Don’t seek revenge.

Only when everyone is your friend and you have no enemies do you become powerful. When you have to fight you are no longer powerful. You always have to look over your shoulder. Enemies bring worries. Friends bring happiness and most of all peace.
Revenge usually inflicts self-damage. When you hate or dislike someone it creates negativity. Wishing someone well who hurt you allows you to let go of bad energy. You just have to wish them well in your mind and mean it.
Anyone who has hurt you will receive their karma. You don’t have to do anything other than forgive them. It’s a difficult thing to do but will give you an amazing feeling of relief. You will be released to carry on with the good things in your life.
Do not seek revenge. You will only hurt yourself and others around you. Allow the universe to use its infinite powers to help you. No one can harm you when your intentions are pure.
Destroy your enemies. Make them your friends!
Be kind to those who are unkind and angry. They need it the most.
Our thoughts and actions are the forces we send out of ourselves. All life is expression. Your soul is trying to see itself in everything. The universe wants harmony. It seeks balance.

Jealousy

A little jealousy is natural, a sign of love. But too much is not good. Feel for those who are jealous of you. Have respect for their jealousy as they think so highly of you. They are counting your blessings instead of their own. They are not jealous of you but what you represent, what they always wanted to be.
Negativity is a sign of jealously. Forgiving jealousy is good karma. They are hurting themselves, not you. If you are popular or great in some way, sympathize with those who are not. Jealousy is also a test. How will you react to those who are jealous of you?

Does Karma have an immediate effect?

To fully understand why what you did was good or bad can take time. Many lessons are instant but some things can only be learned over time. So karma plants a seed. Over time it will grow. At just the right moment, the exact moment, you will receive your karma.
Remember the purpose of karma is not revenge. The universe is not vengeful. The purpose of karma is to help you become a better person.
The effects of karma are sometimes immediate and in other cases there is a delay. There will always be an effect, no matter how long the delay. The consequences of your actions good or bad may even follow you into the next life.
What you do is your choice and you have freewill. What happens to you as a result of your choices is no longer in your hands. Karma will decide.
It is impossible to avoid your karmic destiny.

Gratitude

When you experience good karma always remember to be grateful. Gratitude means you understand that your actions were good. Most people only notice their bad karma. Notice your good karma and say, “thank you”.
The more spiritual you are the faster your karma will be returned. The more you know, the more responsible you are. A person who understands spiritual laws and does not practice them suffers greatly.
The opposite is also true. When you are kind and loving your karma is returned in the most beautiful way. You have a magic blanket of protection around you. The most powerful forces are with you.
Do to others what you would like to be done to you, because it is being done to you!
That is the Law of Karma and now you understand it completely.

  

@ Lakshmi

 

 




Monday, June 22, 2015

She was done not fully being herself.








She realized she was the only self she could be—and not being unapologetically true to herself was a disservice to her soul and the world.

She was done listening to the noise of the world. She realized the quiet voice of her own soul was the most beautiful sound.

She was done questioning her motives, her intentions, the call of her soul. She realized questions seek answers, and maybe she already knew the answers.

She was done striving, forcing, pushing through and staying on the hard path. She realized toughing things out might be a sign to pick another path.

She was done with friends that admonished her to be more light and breezy. She realized they didn’t understand she swam in the deep waters of life, she felt at home in their dark depths and died if she lived on the surface.

She was done with the distractions, the denials, the small addictions that pulled her away from the true desires of her soul. She realized that strength of character came from focus and commitment.

She was done not following the desires that yelled out in her soul every day. She realized if she did nothing about them, they died a quiet death that took a piece of her soul with them.

She was done with dinner parties and cocktail hours where conversations skimmed the surface of life. She realized the beverages created distortion and a temporary happiness that wasn’t real and disappeared in the light of the day.

She was done trying to please everyone. She realized it could never be done.

She was done questioning herself. She realized her heart knew the truth and she needed to follow it.

She was done analyzing all the options, weighing the pros and cons and trying to figure everything out before leaping. She realized that taking a leap implied not fully seeing where she landed.

She was done battling with herself, trying to change who she knew herself to be. She realized the world made it hard enough to fully be herself, so why add to the challenge.

She was done worrying, as if worry was the price she had to pay to make it all turn out okay. She realized worry didn’t need to be part of the process.

She was done apologizing and playing small to make others feel comfortable and fit in. She realized fitting in was overrated and shining her light made others brave enough to do the same.

She was done with the should’s, ought to’s and have to’s of the world. She realized the only must’s in her life came from things that beat so strong in her soul, she couldn’t not do them.

She was done with remorse and could have’s. She realized hindsight never applies because circumstances always look different in the rearview mirror and you experience life looking through the front window.

She was done with friendships based on shared history and past experiences. She realized if friends couldn’t grow together, or were no longer following the same path, it was okay to let them go.

She was done trying to fit in—be part of the popular crowd. She realized the price she had to pay to be included was too high and betrayed her soul.

She was done not trusting. She realized she had placed her trust in people that were untrustworthy—so she would start with the person she could trust the most—herself.

She was done being tired. She realized it came from spending her time doing things that didn’t bring her joy or feed her soul.

She was done trying to figure it all out, know the answers, plan everything and see all the possibilities before she began. She realized life was unfolding and that the detours and unexpected moments were some of the best parts.

She was done needing to be understood by anyone but herself. She realized she was the only person she would spend her whole with and understanding herself was more important than being understood by others.
She was done looking for love. She realized loving and accepting herself was the best kind of love and the seed from which all other love started.

She was done fighting, trying to change or not her accepting her body. She realized the body she came into the world with was the only one she had—there were no exchanges or returns—so love and acceptance was the only way.

She was done being tuned in, connected and up-to-date all the time. She realized the news and noise of the world was always there—a cacophony that never slowed or fell quiet and that listening to the silence of her soul was a better station to tune into.

She was done beating herself up and being so hard on herself as if either of these things led to changes or made her feel better. She realized kindness and compassion towards herself and others accomplished more.

She was done comparing and looking at other people’s lives as a mirror for her own. She realized holding her own mirror cast her in the best, most beautiful light.

She was done being quiet, unemotional and holding her tongue. She realized her voice and her emotions could be traced back to her deepest desires and longings. if she only followed their thread.

She was done having to be right. She realized everyone’s truth was relative and personal to themselves, so the only right that was required was the one that felt true for her.

She was done not feeling at home in the world. She realized she might never feel at home in the world, but that feeling at home in her soul was enough.

She was done being drained by others—by people who didn’t want to take the time for their own process and saw shortcuts though hers. She realized she could share her experience, but everyone needed to do the work themselves.

She was done thinking she had so much to learn. She realized she already knew so much, if she only listened.
She was done trying to change others or make them see things. She realized she could only lead by example and whether they saw or followed was up to them.

She was done with the inner critic. She realized its voice was not her own.

She was done racing and being discontent with where she was. She realized the present moment held all it needed to get her to the next moment. It wasn’t out there—it was right here.

She was done seeing hurt as something to be avoided, foreseen or somehow her fault. She realized hurt shaped her as much as joy and she needed both to learn and grow.

She was done judging. She realized judging assumed the presence of right and wrong—and that there was a difference between using information to inform and making someone else wrong.

She was done jumping to conclusions. She realized she only needed to ask.
She was done with regrets. She realized if she had known better she would have done better.

She was done being angry. She realized anger was just a flashlight that showed her what she was most scared of and once it illuminated what she needed to see, she no longer needed to hold on to it.

She was done being sad. She realized sorrow arose when she betrayed her own soul and made choices that weren’t true to herself.

She was done playing small. She realized if others couldn’t handle her light, it was because they were afraid of their own.

She was done with the facades and the pretending. She realized masks were suffocating and claustrophobic.
She was done with others’ criticism and complaints. She realized they told her nothing about herself—only informed her of their perspective.

She was done yelling above the noise of the world. She realized living out loud could be done quietly.

She was done needing permission, validation or the authority. She realized she was her her own authority.

She was done being something she was not. She realized the purpose of life was to be truly, happily who she was born to be…and if she paused long enough to remember, she recognized herself.

 

Monday, May 4, 2015

A Lesson from Avengers 2: How One Great Hire Can Be Worth $596M




How much is a great hire worth?

Well, in the case of Robert Downey, Jr. and Avengers: The Age of Ultron, about $596 million or so.
The movie starring the actor as Iron Man is set to open this Friday in the United States, and it will likely be one of the highest-grossing movies ever. After all, the first Avengers movie raked in $1.5 billion – making it the third-highest grossing movie ever – and Age of Ultron has already made $200 million in 44 overseas markets.
Some people mistakenly think that the success of comic book movies like Age of Ultron is inevitable, that they capitalize on a product – Marvel’s beloved characters – that have been in our lives since our childhood. And yet, when you really analyze the numbers, that isn’t the full story.
Yes, the name recognition of a Spider-Man or Captain America helps, but Marvel isn’t just capitalizing on its characters. It’s also capitalizing on the talents of the Downey, whose proven himself to be a revenue-generating superstar.

2008: A bleaker time for Marvel’s movies

At the start of 2008, movies starring Marvel’s characters had a much different reputation. The past seven major motion pictures featuring a character from the comic book company had an average Rotten Tomato score of 35 percent, meaning most critics didn’t like them.
And while they made money, they were making less money than what the company expected. Overall, those seven movies – which were released from 2004 to 2007 – brought back roughly $2.60 for $1 spent on them.
That sounds good, but the historical return for a movie featuring a Marvel character to that point was $3.02 in for every $1 out.

Then came Downey

That abruptly changed in 2008 with the release of Iron Man, starring Downey. The movie earned $585 million off of a $140 million budget and garnered a 93 percent rating on Rotten Tomatoes, the second-highest score ever for a movie featuring a Marvel character (the first is Spider-Man 2 with a score of 94 percent, in case you were wondering).
The main reason Iron Man was so loved? Well, look at this quote from Rodger Ebert’s review of the film:
“At the end of the day it ‘s Robert Downey Jr. who powers the lift-off separating this from most other superhero movies,” Ebert wrote.
Since Downey’s first appearance, there have been 14 more major motion pictures featuring a Marvel character without him in it. While those movies were critically successful, averaging a Rotten Tomatoes score of 67 percent, they returned just $3.10 for every $1 spent on them, or about 3 percent higher than the company averaged before.
Meanwhile, the four Marvel movies starring Downey averaged a stellar Rotten Tomatoes score of 84 percent and made a total of $3.92 billion (almost $1 billion a movie!). Two of them – the first Avengers film and Iron Man 3 – are among the six highest-grossing movies of all time.

$596 million

Here’s the bottom line: there have been 31 major motion pictures featuring Marvel characters that didn’t have Downey in them. In those 31 movies, for every $1 spent on them, they’d bring back $3.06.
Compare that to the four Marvel movies Downey has been in. In those movies, for every $1 spent on them, they brought back $5.19 – a 70 percent higher return-on-investment than average.
Bringing it back to the beginning, we often ask how much hiring top talent matters. Most of the time we say it’s incalculable, it’s too hard to put a price on.
Well, with Downey, using trend data, we can make a pretty informed guess what he’s worth to Avengers: Age of Ultron, which has a $280 million budget:
  • Without Downey, the movie should expect to see a 306 percent return-on-investment: $280M X 3.06 = $857 million
  • With Downey, the movie should expect to see a 519 percent return-on-investment: $280M X 5.19 = $1.453 billion
When you subtract $857 million from $1.453 billion, you realize the “Downey effect” is worth $596 million. Not too shabby.
Guess hiring the right person really matters after all.